I am so very tired of being alone.
I’ve never really had a problem finding boyfriends. I have had lots of them. Some bad, some good. But I have always had a very. Very. Very hard time finding friends.
Why is it so hard for me to connect with someone on a non romantic level. Why am I so so uninteresting.
Why do have such a hard time letting the better parts of me show.
Why do I push people away.
Why don’t people care enough to tell me “hey, you aren’t going anywhere. We’re bestriends.”
Sometimes I just want to be someone’s number one and not there back up.